Wednesday, December 28, 2011
what do you think about my post today ??? ...........................................
yeahhh ! im shoo hurting .. but who makes me burst in tear? he? she ? -i'll let you know.
its both of them, you guys truly wanna know who's that fuckin people. sorry i did't tell them publicly.
you know what most of them are sweet talker,selfish,backstabber,whore,unapreciated,poser,fishiee,gosh demmit ._.
mybe they did't mean to lay me down but its to late to turn back now. im hurting and hurting inside..
but its okayy once they had crush on me ,forever they did't get back the love that i've spill every single pieces to them.. #EVER ! :'(
im not trully satisfied with my life fer now. i'd bad attitude, bad influence, bad time, bad day, everything started with a bad thing and end up with a bad bad bad thing. arghhh ! im gonna die..
sometimes i feel like 'can i takes ciggrates,drug, MDMA,pils or somethin' .... its a life and i've to deal with it..
some of you might be thinking - ' nesya was a lucky girl, everybody loves her or whatever'
you wrong guys ! you absolutely wrong ! you trully wrong guys :/ :/ :/
i'd prob with my life. nothin special about me. everthing was soo fragile. sometimes i'd ruined everthing turn to be more sucks !!
nobody understand what is happening to me? am i sick ? am i crazy ? am i taking MDMA? or drug ? ! no guys you just did't get what am i trying to tell you . !! im sick of it.
i wish this is not happened to me ! #NEVER ..
i hope i'll be more patient,intelligent,husking ,strong person.. so that i can face the world as you all did :)
pray for me guys. i just wish for a better life ,that is :/
lotsofloves -nesya xoxo :'(
yeahhh ! im shoo hurting .. but who makes me burst in tear? he? she ? -i'll let you know.
its both of them, you guys truly wanna know who's that fuckin people. sorry i did't tell them publicly.
you know what most of them are sweet talker,selfish,backstabber,whore,unapreciated,poser,fishiee,gosh demmit ._.
mybe they did't mean to lay me down but its to late to turn back now. im hurting and hurting inside..
but its okayy once they had crush on me ,forever they did't get back the love that i've spill every single pieces to them.. #EVER ! :'(
im not trully satisfied with my life fer now. i'd bad attitude, bad influence, bad time, bad day, everything started with a bad thing and end up with a bad bad bad thing. arghhh ! im gonna die..
sometimes i feel like 'can i takes ciggrates,drug, MDMA,pils or somethin' .... its a life and i've to deal with it..
some of you might be thinking - ' nesya was a lucky girl, everybody loves her or whatever'
you wrong guys ! you absolutely wrong ! you trully wrong guys :/ :/ :/
i'd prob with my life. nothin special about me. everthing was soo fragile. sometimes i'd ruined everthing turn to be more sucks !!
nobody understand what is happening to me? am i sick ? am i crazy ? am i taking MDMA? or drug ? ! no guys you just did't get what am i trying to tell you . !! im sick of it.
i wish this is not happened to me ! #NEVER ..
i hope i'll be more patient,intelligent,husking ,strong person.. so that i can face the world as you all did :)
pray for me guys. i just wish for a better life ,that is :/
lotsofloves -nesya xoxo :'(
