Wednesday, December 28, 2011
what do you think about my post today ??? ...........................................
yeahhh ! im shoo hurting .. but who makes me burst in tear? he? she ? -i'll let you know.
its both of them, you guys truly wanna know who's that fuckin people. sorry i did't tell them publicly.
you know what most of them are sweet talker,selfish,backstabber,whore,unapreciated,poser,fishiee,gosh demmit ._.
mybe they did't mean to lay me down but its to late to turn back now. im hurting and hurting inside..
but its okayy once they had crush on me ,forever they did't get back the love that i've spill every single pieces to them.. #EVER ! :'(
im not trully satisfied with my life fer now. i'd bad attitude, bad influence, bad time, bad day, everything started with a bad thing and end up with a bad bad bad thing. arghhh ! im gonna die..
sometimes i feel like 'can i takes ciggrates,drug, MDMA,pils or somethin' .... its a life and i've to deal with it..
some of you might be thinking - ' nesya was a lucky girl, everybody loves her or whatever'
you wrong guys ! you absolutely wrong ! you trully wrong guys :/ :/ :/
i'd prob with my life. nothin special about me. everthing was soo fragile. sometimes i'd ruined everthing turn to be more sucks !!
nobody understand what is happening to me? am i sick ? am i crazy ? am i taking MDMA? or drug ? ! no guys you just did't get what am i trying to tell you . !! im sick of it.
i wish this is not happened to me ! #NEVER ..
i hope i'll be more patient,intelligent,husking ,strong person.. so that i can face the world as you all did :)
pray for me guys. i just wish for a better life ,that is :/
lotsofloves -nesya xoxo :'(
yeahhh ! im shoo hurting .. but who makes me burst in tear? he? she ? -i'll let you know.
its both of them, you guys truly wanna know who's that fuckin people. sorry i did't tell them publicly.
you know what most of them are sweet talker,selfish,backstabber,whore,unapreciated,poser,fishiee,gosh demmit ._.
mybe they did't mean to lay me down but its to late to turn back now. im hurting and hurting inside..
but its okayy once they had crush on me ,forever they did't get back the love that i've spill every single pieces to them.. #EVER ! :'(
im not trully satisfied with my life fer now. i'd bad attitude, bad influence, bad time, bad day, everything started with a bad thing and end up with a bad bad bad thing. arghhh ! im gonna die..
sometimes i feel like 'can i takes ciggrates,drug, MDMA,pils or somethin' .... its a life and i've to deal with it..
some of you might be thinking - ' nesya was a lucky girl, everybody loves her or whatever'
you wrong guys ! you absolutely wrong ! you trully wrong guys :/ :/ :/
i'd prob with my life. nothin special about me. everthing was soo fragile. sometimes i'd ruined everthing turn to be more sucks !!
nobody understand what is happening to me? am i sick ? am i crazy ? am i taking MDMA? or drug ? ! no guys you just did't get what am i trying to tell you . !! im sick of it.
i wish this is not happened to me ! #NEVER ..
i hope i'll be more patient,intelligent,husking ,strong person.. so that i can face the world as you all did :)
pray for me guys. i just wish for a better life ,that is :/
lotsofloves -nesya xoxo :'(
Friday, December 9, 2011
Ring ring ring ~ funecall from my brother !?
abang: hmm,buat ape?
abang: hmm,buat ape?
me: nothin tgh tgk tb je ni -_- !?
abang: mu nk tgk cite Twilight ke The Muppets ?
me: Twilightttttttttt ! Twilighttttttt !
abang: cehh, x best ahh cite tu. haishh, cite tu gk ke?
me: Twilight lahh banggg ! :D *tinkkk.
abang: ermm, okeyy ah.
me: :D senyum dengan muka priceless jp .HAHA
me: Twilightttttttttt ! Twilighttttttt !
abang: cehh, x best ahh cite tu. haishh, cite tu gk ke?
me: Twilight lahh banggg ! :D *tinkkk.
abang: ermm, okeyy ah.
me: :D senyum dengan muka priceless jp .HAHA
whatever lahh, tepat pukul 10.30 abg aku ngn wife dia get ready dh nk g panggung.
aku punye lah gelabbah,amek jaket dengan rambutnya tak sikap mcm hantu ,no make up :)
alaa chill jelaa nk tgk wayang je pun bukan nk g tayang muka kann :p
aku punye lah gelabbah,amek jaket dengan rambutnya tak sikap mcm hantu ,no make up :)
alaa chill jelaa nk tgk wayang je pun bukan nk g tayang muka kann :p
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Twilight-Breaking Dawn part 1 was totally totally fuckin awesome !
i just can believe Bella swan and Edward cullen get married.shoo sweet !
keshiann jacob bengang terus turn to be a wolf .
a part of my fav scene is when bella and edward had a honeymoon ,maigadd ,how romantic <3...
then like usually bella get pregnant and cullen family mcm tak sngka kud. how it can be? what is in bella tommy? baby? or vampire? or monstar? ...ohh Whatever. i'll let you know :D
for god sake bella kurus gila time hamil, macam mayat hidup jee.seramm muka bella time to. the baby ate her inside of her body.. and you know what bella just drink a cup and a cup of blood. that was totally freakin me out !
at last bella gave a birth and..............She died !! :'( im crying....but a miracle happened bella HIDUP guys ! she's alive !... but she now a part of a vampire ,she's cullen so no wonder huh?!
the most thing that i loves is bella got a baby girl named - RENESMEE CULLEN :)
damn pretty named and cute baby girl..
you olls should watch Twilight breaking dawn ! its was totally fuck up. i meant it ! rugi gila if sapa tak tengok tuu :p
p/s : Jacob was sho fucking Handsome,tuff and Hot !! ILOVEYOUJACOB :) (ecehhhh) hikhik
i just can believe Bella swan and Edward cullen get married.shoo sweet !
keshiann jacob bengang terus turn to be a wolf .
a part of my fav scene is when bella and edward had a honeymoon ,maigadd ,how romantic <3...
then like usually bella get pregnant and cullen family mcm tak sngka kud. how it can be? what is in bella tommy? baby? or vampire? or monstar? ...ohh Whatever. i'll let you know :D
for god sake bella kurus gila time hamil, macam mayat hidup jee.seramm muka bella time to. the baby ate her inside of her body.. and you know what bella just drink a cup and a cup of blood. that was totally freakin me out !
at last bella gave a birth and..............She died !! :'( im crying....but a miracle happened bella HIDUP guys ! she's alive !... but she now a part of a vampire ,she's cullen so no wonder huh?!
the most thing that i loves is bella got a baby girl named - RENESMEE CULLEN :)
damn pretty named and cute baby girl..
you olls should watch Twilight breaking dawn ! its was totally fuck up. i meant it ! rugi gila if sapa tak tengok tuu :p
p/s : Jacob was sho fucking Handsome,tuff and Hot !! ILOVEYOUJACOB :) (ecehhhh) hikhik
love you, -Anessyaa :)
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Man : because she did what? she kiss you.......
lily : and she tasted me naked ! u_u
kat : smile *laughing* haha
Sunday, December 4, 2011
bonjour peeps (: so tired to post about BLA BLA BLA.....
so my posting todayy about US? US stand for what? -_-? US stand for Updating Status XD
NOPE my dear :p it stand for US-kamik .hikhik
i've nothin to say this is us. most of you know we have been for a good friend (: do we saraa? ...
ohhh, whatever.. you freak :p .
tommorrow im going to N9 .sajee act nak balik rumah abg nak release tension lah katekan .
lama jugak kud kat sana, mybe for a week . so saraa good bye by INNA .haha.
after balik insyallah kita pegi buat lesen motor ehh. (YA ALLAH) malassnyaa ku nk pegi dengar ceramah bagai -_- such a prick !!
whatever. oky then so tired of this. thanks for reading my superheros :* muahco.
much love,
nesya (: x
