Anessyaa Cassandra.
Friday, September 30, 2011

Talking bout Beautiful ,well yeah everybody wants to be BEAUTIFUL huh ! i mean every single girl :p aww aww !
how bout Dirty? well i dont have any idea bout dirty. haha -_____-'



Okay im a little bit fucking bored agen here !! 
so i wonder am i Beautiful Dirty Rich >.<' !!  HAHA~ fuck you ryte back huh ! seriously mmg TAK lha kan ..haha.. (such a stupid fucking dream nesya :p)
Well i often dream one day i could be Beutiful like EFFY STONEM ~ aummmm :P
Then be a fucking Dirty like LADY GAGA ~ hoho .whattheefockk !!
and take a risk to be a fucking Rich like **** **** ~ just a whore huh nesya ! HAHA
as you know this is not my fucking future dream. im just saying lol :D haha
well everybody have something to share about .ryte??
so go fuck yourself and be a fucking BEAUTIFUL DIRTY RICH !!
~lick you fingers huh stalkers :p HAHA




Monday, September 26, 2011




Okay, act im not trying to show off what happen to me :'( but i really need to let it out..
hope uolls tak pelik ngn gmba atas ni. ini jadi cbb FUNE aku hilang :'(
petang tadi aku mmg takleh control aku punye anger plus bengang bagai ...
idk act mcm mana FUNE ak to bole hilang cbb when i remind it again sume barang aku ltk dlm bag. then kwn aku yg pgg bag to so i rily rily trust her.. ! so mmg tak lha dia nak curi kan..
lps aku habes netball battle to aku carik2 fune aku cbb nak gtau kt org to yg aku punye team dpt first place !!

ak pun menanges mcm orang yang betul2 takleh blah !! aku mmg marah gila time to sampai aku tumbok2 dinding dewan sch sampai berdarah aku pun tak perasan sampai berdarah bagai :'(
aku ni type org yg if dh betul2 EMO mmg aku takleh kawal aku punye tgn ,mmg tgn aku cepat nak tumbok org yg dekat ngn aku,.so then tadi aku takod aku tertumbok aku punye kwn so cepat2 aku lepaskan kt dinding dewan :'(
aku taktahu asal aku bole ACT mcm gini. tpi sumpah aku syg gila FUNE to. dh lha pakai tak sampai setahun pun to pulak pemberian ayah aku time aku dpt result PMR lulus :'(
sim card maxis to pulak bnyak numb org yg ak sumpa syg gila..
im really2 beg to the thief pelissshh give me back my fune ! if kau nak sgt fune to amek lha aku sumpah takesah aku bole beli laen tpi pelissshh lha bagi balek sim card maxis aku :'(
plssssh aku nak balek, aku dh letih menanges.aku letih tahan saket ngn tgn aku ni :'(


yess ! i knew you will said ! 'hey anesyaa you are so truly stupid ' !! act aku tahu aku mmg bodoh cbb fune je pun hilang aku bole lukakan tangan aku sampai mcm ni.. tpi korang kene tahu aku tak berniat pun, tapi aku takleh control aku punye emosi :'(


#thanks for spent a minutes to read my story :'( i just need to let it out :'(




much love'
ANESSYAA :'(

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

hello baby :* ! okay this is a video from We Are Young ft Janelle Monae :)
uolls must be asking why am i post about this freakin vid ryte :)
act ,i was so attract wif the story of this video... if you watched this video you will fall in love wif it :")
and YOU MUST DO TRUST ME <3.

okay fyi an apple is a symbol of love and youth. She cuts her hand preparing the apple symbolizing the hurt that she was put through by her lover.THE PAIN OF LOVE.the song lyrics go with theory as well. In the beginning of the song it says 'asking about a scar and,i know i gave it to you months ago' the scar being a metaphor for some wrong doing? Possibly adultery or some other lie of the sort .ewiwiwi <3

err just enjoy it stalkers <3
iloveyou <3

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Babe remember when we stick together as a bestiee. we're like pretend that you're DEMI LOVATO and i was SELENA GOMEZ  that always be a good friend :) No wonder ryte cbb kau mmg minat DEMI and aku mmg dri dulu minat SELENA ni.. :)


you know what babe? i miss the time that have we spent together tao ! i miss the time that we make a stupid vidoe like demi/selena.hha .
i miss the time that we laugh together when we keep bicthing someone in FB.hha
i miss the time that we spent talking about our problems .hha
i miss the time we sleep together and im the one who tarek selimut you.hha
i miss the time we jog and hanging around together.hha
and i miss the time that we buy such a lot of snek at 7E, and we keep joke around about the condom .hha.. and the word you said 'keep save,extra save' HHA .such a funny. :D


Babe thanks for the song that you ask me to listen wif 'kangen band-jangan bertengkar lagi'. i really appreciate that. and thank for saying that you miss me. as you know i do miss you to act :)
and i've something for you to.....

Althought i have only known you for a while,it feel like a LIFETIMES.
i'll be here to wipe ur tears,and to fight away all of ur fears.
you know i'll help you when thing get tough,i;ll help you when thing get hard and rough.
i've told you my deepest secrets and you have told me yours.
You're my friend in life you're my friend in death.
I musy say the thing i cherish the most.. Is the time we get to spend together.
you're my best friend and that the way it WILL ALWAYS BE !!
ur always there for me beginning to end,that how i describe you the PERFECT FRIEND.
you have been there for me through thick and thin,and i know you will be till the end.
i know you will be here for me because.......TRUE FRIENDS are for eternity.
when i needed you the most you were there,even if you didnt really care.
Things the we dont even share wif the families that raised us.
Of all the friends i ever met,you're the ones i will NEVER forget.
if i die before you do,i'll go to heaven and wait for you.
We are friends,friends forever,friends like this will always stick together :')
no matter what i'll be here till the end, I want you to remember me as ur best friend......


p/s : YES,this is for you ! not for other but just for you .. as you know im not the one who you thinks a backstabber or betrayed or something alse. im the one who always be myself for my living.
sincerly- xoxo anessyaa 


Sunday, September 4, 2011

okayyy ! let straight to the point !! 'apake bab* nyaa FACEBOOK neh !! nak buat haram ngn aku kan.. 
mmg stress all over the f*** lha bila aku try bnyk kali at last disabled mcm bangkai je aku punye FB...
ewahhhhhhh! seem like you wanna play a game huh FACEBOOK !! .. 
kayy my beloved fb honey.. let just wait and see... *KNIFE !



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Hello.Im anessyaa kamaruddin.obviously known as nesya or syaa.as yalls know im 6teen.currently lives in Kay Tee. Im not so arrogant. be nice with me and I'll respect you.Hate me? ohh,Fucking Troll who cares !


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