Monday, November 4, 2013
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Dear friend,
Its 2013 now, it has been a long long time i didn't write. Not that i have forget you but its a new life. Im not the same old person anymore, im grown up . i went to a University living on my own fuck-up and nobody cares. This is where the story begin ....
I am not a good writer like before but i'll try my best to write again. for theres something wrong with me .
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IDK if my life is normal. i wake up seeing this beautiful sunset and end up doing the same thing every day. how i wish my life is over. Life is too meaningful to describe. Im in the middle of exam now and idk what bring me here but yeah, here i am - a fucked up stress girl who living in bullshit life. Well at least im not crazy some psyco girl. we think we lives like other normal people but we don't xx
Thursday, January 19, 2012
what changed ? me ? yes its me? so what if i'm changed i did't mess with you ryte ?
okayy for more details !! let me tell ya im not arrogant and im not acting like bagus sangattttttt!
is that wrong if im deactived my FB acc ?? so what if im addited with my fucking TWITTER now !! its non of your fucking bussiness !! memang aku dh jrg cntc ngn kwn2 aku skang , jrg lepak ngn dyeorg and jarang nak layan orangkorang semua ! so what ?? this is me ,im not going to fuck you with a big strap or somethin.. tak bermakna aku tak call tak text tak hanggout ngn kwnkwn aku yg aku ni taknak kawan or dh abaikan diaorg. takan every 36hour aku nk berkepit ngn dyeorg jeee -.- DEYYY ! i have my own life ! lagipun aku tahu tanpa kehadiran manusia yg serba kekurangan dan tidak sempurna disisi korang tetap tak merubah pape kann. ntahntah hidup korang lagi happy. and for my all friends - sorry if you think that i'm arrogant or somethin . i'm just so fucking busy with my life..
and as you know in fizikalnyaaa aku mybe berubah.. but deep inside im still the old nesya -
*NOTHIN CHANGED xxx -
Lots of love nesya xx -
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
what do you think about my post today ??? ...........................................
yeahhh ! im shoo hurting .. but who makes me burst in tear? he? she ? -i'll let you know.
its both of them, you guys truly wanna know who's that fuckin people. sorry i did't tell them publicly.
you know what most of them are sweet talker,selfish,backstabber,whore,unapreciated,poser,fishiee,gosh demmit ._.
mybe they did't mean to lay me down but its to late to turn back now. im hurting and hurting inside..
but its okayy once they had crush on me ,forever they did't get back the love that i've spill every single pieces to them.. #EVER ! :'(
im not trully satisfied with my life fer now. i'd bad attitude, bad influence, bad time, bad day, everything started with a bad thing and end up with a bad bad bad thing. arghhh ! im gonna die..
sometimes i feel like 'can i takes ciggrates,drug, MDMA,pils or somethin' .... its a life and i've to deal with it..
some of you might be thinking - ' nesya was a lucky girl, everybody loves her or whatever'
you wrong guys ! you absolutely wrong ! you trully wrong guys :/ :/ :/
i'd prob with my life. nothin special about me. everthing was soo fragile. sometimes i'd ruined everthing turn to be more sucks !!
nobody understand what is happening to me? am i sick ? am i crazy ? am i taking MDMA? or drug ? ! no guys you just did't get what am i trying to tell you . !! im sick of it.
i wish this is not happened to me ! #NEVER ..
i hope i'll be more patient,intelligent,husking ,strong person.. so that i can face the world as you all did :)
pray for me guys. i just wish for a better life ,that is :/
lotsofloves -nesya xoxo :'(
yeahhh ! im shoo hurting .. but who makes me burst in tear? he? she ? -i'll let you know.
its both of them, you guys truly wanna know who's that fuckin people. sorry i did't tell them publicly.
you know what most of them are sweet talker,selfish,backstabber,whore,unapreciated,poser,fishiee,gosh demmit ._.
mybe they did't mean to lay me down but its to late to turn back now. im hurting and hurting inside..
but its okayy once they had crush on me ,forever they did't get back the love that i've spill every single pieces to them.. #EVER ! :'(
im not trully satisfied with my life fer now. i'd bad attitude, bad influence, bad time, bad day, everything started with a bad thing and end up with a bad bad bad thing. arghhh ! im gonna die..
sometimes i feel like 'can i takes ciggrates,drug, MDMA,pils or somethin' .... its a life and i've to deal with it..
some of you might be thinking - ' nesya was a lucky girl, everybody loves her or whatever'
you wrong guys ! you absolutely wrong ! you trully wrong guys :/ :/ :/
i'd prob with my life. nothin special about me. everthing was soo fragile. sometimes i'd ruined everthing turn to be more sucks !!
nobody understand what is happening to me? am i sick ? am i crazy ? am i taking MDMA? or drug ? ! no guys you just did't get what am i trying to tell you . !! im sick of it.
i wish this is not happened to me ! #NEVER ..
i hope i'll be more patient,intelligent,husking ,strong person.. so that i can face the world as you all did :)
pray for me guys. i just wish for a better life ,that is :/
lotsofloves -nesya xoxo :'(
Friday, December 9, 2011
Ring ring ring ~ funecall from my brother !?
abang: hmm,buat ape?
abang: hmm,buat ape?
me: nothin tgh tgk tb je ni -_- !?
abang: mu nk tgk cite Twilight ke The Muppets ?
me: Twilightttttttttt ! Twilighttttttt !
abang: cehh, x best ahh cite tu. haishh, cite tu gk ke?
me: Twilight lahh banggg ! :D *tinkkk.
abang: ermm, okeyy ah.
me: :D senyum dengan muka priceless jp .HAHA
me: Twilightttttttttt ! Twilighttttttt !
abang: cehh, x best ahh cite tu. haishh, cite tu gk ke?
me: Twilight lahh banggg ! :D *tinkkk.
abang: ermm, okeyy ah.
me: :D senyum dengan muka priceless jp .HAHA
whatever lahh, tepat pukul 10.30 abg aku ngn wife dia get ready dh nk g panggung.
aku punye lah gelabbah,amek jaket dengan rambutnya tak sikap mcm hantu ,no make up :)
alaa chill jelaa nk tgk wayang je pun bukan nk g tayang muka kann :p
aku punye lah gelabbah,amek jaket dengan rambutnya tak sikap mcm hantu ,no make up :)
alaa chill jelaa nk tgk wayang je pun bukan nk g tayang muka kann :p
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Twilight-Breaking Dawn part 1 was totally totally fuckin awesome !
i just can believe Bella swan and Edward cullen get married.shoo sweet !
keshiann jacob bengang terus turn to be a wolf .
a part of my fav scene is when bella and edward had a honeymoon ,maigadd ,how romantic <3...
then like usually bella get pregnant and cullen family mcm tak sngka kud. how it can be? what is in bella tommy? baby? or vampire? or monstar? ...ohh Whatever. i'll let you know :D
for god sake bella kurus gila time hamil, macam mayat hidup jee.seramm muka bella time to. the baby ate her inside of her body.. and you know what bella just drink a cup and a cup of blood. that was totally freakin me out !
at last bella gave a birth and..............She died !! :'( im crying....but a miracle happened bella HIDUP guys ! she's alive !... but she now a part of a vampire ,she's cullen so no wonder huh?!
the most thing that i loves is bella got a baby girl named - RENESMEE CULLEN :)
damn pretty named and cute baby girl..
you olls should watch Twilight breaking dawn ! its was totally fuck up. i meant it ! rugi gila if sapa tak tengok tuu :p
p/s : Jacob was sho fucking Handsome,tuff and Hot !! ILOVEYOUJACOB :) (ecehhhh) hikhik
i just can believe Bella swan and Edward cullen get married.shoo sweet !
keshiann jacob bengang terus turn to be a wolf .
a part of my fav scene is when bella and edward had a honeymoon ,maigadd ,how romantic <3...
then like usually bella get pregnant and cullen family mcm tak sngka kud. how it can be? what is in bella tommy? baby? or vampire? or monstar? ...ohh Whatever. i'll let you know :D
for god sake bella kurus gila time hamil, macam mayat hidup jee.seramm muka bella time to. the baby ate her inside of her body.. and you know what bella just drink a cup and a cup of blood. that was totally freakin me out !
at last bella gave a birth and..............She died !! :'( im crying....but a miracle happened bella HIDUP guys ! she's alive !... but she now a part of a vampire ,she's cullen so no wonder huh?!
the most thing that i loves is bella got a baby girl named - RENESMEE CULLEN :)
damn pretty named and cute baby girl..
you olls should watch Twilight breaking dawn ! its was totally fuck up. i meant it ! rugi gila if sapa tak tengok tuu :p
p/s : Jacob was sho fucking Handsome,tuff and Hot !! ILOVEYOUJACOB :) (ecehhhh) hikhik
love you, -Anessyaa :)
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Man : because she did what? she kiss you.......
lily : and she tasted me naked ! u_u
kat : smile *laughing* haha
Sunday, December 4, 2011
bonjour peeps (: so tired to post about BLA BLA BLA.....
so my posting todayy about US? US stand for what? -_-? US stand for Updating Status XD
NOPE my dear :p it stand for US-kamik .hikhik
i've nothin to say this is us. most of you know we have been for a good friend (: do we saraa? ...
ohhh, whatever.. you freak :p .
tommorrow im going to N9 .sajee act nak balik rumah abg nak release tension lah katekan .
lama jugak kud kat sana, mybe for a week . so saraa good bye by INNA .haha.
after balik insyallah kita pegi buat lesen motor ehh. (YA ALLAH) malassnyaa ku nk pegi dengar ceramah bagai -_- such a prick !!
whatever. oky then so tired of this. thanks for reading my superheros :* muahco.
much love,
nesya (: x
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
This is what we call 'KEREK' ~ youu alls tgk lahh tu untung lahh aku ni jenis baikbaikbaik hati pegi layan dia ni kannnnnn -..-
FYI, idk him !! seriously dont even know him at all.. at first ,im totally fucked up wif him..
but he make me soo damn curious LOL -_______-' !!
i thought he's gonna say somethin freak about me..XD HAHAHA.
dont knoww whattoosayyy yooo !! bangangsumpahbengang XD..
weither it bangang or bengang 'HE'(the person i dont even know) had make my day..
im so seriously tensionnnn~ but he make me smile all over the cheek :)
but he make me soo damn curious LOL -_______-' !!
i thought he's gonna say somethin freak about me..XD HAHAHA.
dont knoww whattoosayyy yooo !! bangangsumpahbengang XD..
weither it bangang or bengang 'HE'(the person i dont even know) had make my day..
im so seriously tensionnnn~ but he make me smile all over the cheek :)
anyway, THANKYOU-to the person .........err i dont even know wif :)
i only got thing stupid thing to share about :) plss dont mad toward me stalkers :D
TE AMO <3 :*
